Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Chaotic Silence…
Is silence a sign of defeat!
Or is it a sign of a precursor to the volcano of deep down frustrated anger…
Or is it a sign of wisdom!!!
I remember I used to be very vocal… (at least till half my life at work life before management) … however, slowly I am finding myself moving into the deep caves of silence… sometimes it’s very un-nerving, chaotic and deafening … you can’t just bear the screams of silence within you… on the other hand … it also gives me a feeling of ‘nothing can’t be done’… a defeat… a fear… a state of mind which has given up … but then it is this silence which stirs you and calms you down … further, it is this silence within which I do think about things and make plans and schedules … and actually think about every thing under my purview!!! … Is this effect of knowledge or wisdom gained!!!
Confused… so am I…
Any thoughts …
Or is it a sign of a precursor to the volcano of deep down frustrated anger…
Or is it a sign of wisdom!!!
I remember I used to be very vocal… (at least till half my life at work life before management) … however, slowly I am finding myself moving into the deep caves of silence… sometimes it’s very un-nerving, chaotic and deafening … you can’t just bear the screams of silence within you… on the other hand … it also gives me a feeling of ‘nothing can’t be done’… a defeat… a fear… a state of mind which has given up … but then it is this silence which stirs you and calms you down … further, it is this silence within which I do think about things and make plans and schedules … and actually think about every thing under my purview!!! … Is this effect of knowledge or wisdom gained!!!
Confused… so am I…
Any thoughts …
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